Uglaaaaaaaay.

Today the NorthWest has come to dear old little Modesto, California and I've decided to take a break from wedding craziness and process a few things.

How true is it that our heart's intentions can be carefully smothered by our sweet words. How ugly is it that at times, I say one thing just to do another. Notice, that isn't a question. I know the answer. You know the answer. It's uuuuglaaaaay.

Help Lord for the godly man ceases! For the faithful disappear from among the sons of men. They speak idly everyone with his neighbor; with flattering lips and a double heart they speak. Psalm 12:1-2

How can I pass judgement on another when I've got a freaking boo-boo in my own eye? I can. I do. I sin. A lot.

This is what I'm realizing: Life is so much smoother when I'm open about my feelings and issues. I don't feel like I'm hiding anything...you know why?? Because, the freedom from my bondage releases me to live out my identity in Christ. I am who I am in Christ. IN CHRIST! With a name like that to back me up, of course I feel good!

And with that said, I'll end with this:

God give me EVERYTHING you have made available for me and want to give me!