Photo Shoot with Rahee Nerurkar

children, don't grow up.

because i'm human i tend to react as a human would. in the flesh. plus i'm female. but that excuse has been used for centuries, so call it cliche' if you must.

i've been trying to keep drastic words out of my vocabulary lately. never. all the time. always. but because i'm disgustingly over dramatic, they slip out every once in a while. i'm female.

i'm going to go out on a limb here and get risky. im not afraid of my feelings being hurt or my heart being broken. and i'm definitely not too concerned about what the person in the car next to me thinks about my facial profile. i'm afraid of failing. and THAT my friends, causes me to fail.

children wake up

hold your mistake up
before they turn the summer into dust
children don't grow up
our bodies get bigger
but our hearts get torn up
-wake up by The Arcade Fire

doubting alice.

"There is no use in trying," said Alice. "One can't believe impossible things."
"I dare say, you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."

could have used.would have used.

could have used a warm full hug today.

it's really needed.

would be nice.

some hugs are distant.

those ones are not needed.

sleep sleep darlin'.